All i want is to be skinny, i know i have great friends, a very huge and cute family someone could ever have.
I know they love me, off course i love all them, and i do not want to dissapoint'em.
But when i look at the mirror, and i look my reflection, i want to cry, i feel weak, there is a voice telling me, don't give up, and i answer to that voice, i won't, don't worry.
I know i need to eat, but i just can't do normal. I know i'm starving my inner and my heart but i need to feel myself handsome like everyone else.
I really need to be thin, i am sure that ANNA trapped me already, and i just wonder why???
I asked God, when???, i need to know if i will be out of ANNA'S world or i will just die.
Please, God, i need the answer, i don't want to suffer this pain anymore, cause this is not really good, not for sure. I want to be out, but i can't, i know it's better for me, because when i eat i feel really bad and weak, i think that i don'have strenght full power.
I have the knowledge that society hate fat people, they think they won't reach success.
Actually just thin people succeed. I am confused, i do not know what to do, how to act.
I JUST DO NOT DESERVE THIS,
I DO NOT NEED THIS DISEASE,
BUT I LIKE :S